So he called me because he was bored. Ha..I was a last resort but you know at least he called me to talk to ME and not my mother. I know he's friends with both of us and he met her first but..it hurts to be alone.

So..he tried to kill himself again huh? The knife..the blade the sword. It's normal. For people like us..it feels good to hurt ourselves. hn~ but..to make him mad also hurts. Call me a idiot and yell at me. I'll cry but I know you don't care.
Or maybe you do. To make me smile after crying for so long.hmph..

"YOU MADE A PROMISE TO ME DAMNIT!" un~..You did. and you know this.. "If you die then I'll be alone and..and..if you die I'll kick your ass! and..I"LL CUT YOUR HAIR!" heh..How childish and desperate. To reach out so far for him when you already have..but..
"You...you're so lucky" To be loved by me? yes..I can say the words so loosely without a problem or regret. Maybe I take pity on those who fall for me. 1)...died 2)Has no hope 3)Gave up 4)...Refuses to love me more than family. You are 5...the 5th one I will actually say
I love..

A: "They are soaking wet arent they?
M: "I dont wear them so there! hmph.."
A: "mmhhmm?"
M: ! "ah!...nothing.."
A: "Tell me..."
M: "..I hardly ever wear them.."
A: -grin- "oh?"

................................shimata

It was quick, soft, hot, silent and strong on manly traces only to tease the hidden voice of sin.

mh~..hazukashi..

A:...-grin-

*blush*.....


but now..will it be the same? Fell for one tempting gift. "tch..I thought." Thought what? ..you were better? (( you're weak)) "URESAI!" (( kowai so..)) "...uresai..." ((It's done...)) "EEIIYAAA!!!" (( demo..)).................................hai.
Will our friendship be the same? ..Or will I be judged like the rest. (( weak..))

"Hai..."